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HAY

2012-01-22T12:23:00.001-08:00

DON'T KISS MY MOTHER.

HEY.

THAT'S MY MOTHER.

IDENTICAL LOCKS

2011-12-29T20:19:00.000-08:00

IDENTICAL HEARTS.

TRY IT ON. THEN TALK.

2011-12-21T17:56:00.000-08:00

MY MOTHER. MY MOTHER. MY MOTHER.

2011-11-26T21:15:00.000-08:00

ONETIMEITRUSTEDASTRANGECUZIHEARDHISSWEETSONG

ANDITWASGENTLYENTICINGMETHOUGHTHEREWASSOMETHINGWRONG

ANDWHENITURNEDHEWASGONE.

BLINDINGMEHISSONGREMAINSREMINDINGMEHE'S

ABANDITANDAHEARTBREAKER

JESUSWASACROSSMAKER

FIGHTINGHIMHELIGHTSALAMPINVITINHIM.

HIDINGMEIFLEEDESIREDIVIDINGME.

God,

2011-11-26T20:04:00.000-08:00

Help me.

I found my dead body,

in a dirt ditch,

last night.

God,

help me.

Be Weary and Beware.

2011-07-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

When I'm done,

I'm done.

Leah Meltzer's

2011-07-02T17:07:00.001-07:00

She sends these to me throughout the day,

more beautiful than drying bridal bouquets.

Why will our arms do this?

2011-06-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

Why will our arms do this?

Three Years Ago

2011-06-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

Well she can't read very well. Pronouncing Pisces like Piss Keys.

NEW YORK CITY FRIENDS

2011-06-21T15:20:00.000-07:00

2011-06-20T17:06:00.000-07:00

I hope you never quit talking this ear off.

2011-06-19T11:20:00.000-07:00

2011-06-19T10:17:00.000-07:00

How much I cherish you, I don't know if you can understand.

'Where is the night so warm and so strange.'

2011-06-16T11:29:00.000-07:00

Mid-May

Chelsea Hotel

2011-06-15T21:18:00.000-07:00

DO YOU HAVE A FASCINATION FOR SLOWLY FLOWING WATER?

DO YOU SUDDENLY FEEL DISTRACTED BY DISTANT SOUNDS?

DO YOU DISLIKE WHEN PEOPLE WALK BEHIND YOU?

DO YOU HAVE STRONG ATTACHMENTS TO CERTAIN OBJECTS?

HAVE YOU BEEN ACCUSED OF STARING?

DO YOU TEND TO TALK EITHER TOO SOFTLY OR TOO LOUDLY?

DO YOU MISTAKE NOISES FOR VOICES?

DO YOU SOMETIMES HAVE AN URGE TO JUMP OVER THINGS?

DO YOU TEND TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS IN WAYS THAT MAY BAFFLE OTHERS?

DO YOU HAVE TROUBLE READING CLOCKS?

HAVE OTHERS TOLD YOU THAT YOU HAVE AN ODD POSTURE OR GAIT?

DO YOU HAVE A FASCINATION FOR SLOWLY FLOWING WATER?

No Luck

2011-06-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

Spending all morning trying to source Dicentra formosa.

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Looking for it in tincture form at a 1:5 ratio if dry root, at a 1:2 ratio if fresh root, preferably looking for a grain alcohol menstruum, not a glycerite.
No flower essences.

2011-06-14T15:32:00.000-07:00

FirstDeadDog

2011-06-13T22:24:00.000-07:00

Administered in the lower left flank. Pop the glass tops off, don't cut yourself on accident, when you hold the viles upside down the liquid stays in place, in a broken glass chamber.
Waiting.

You were brindled, we should have made a coat out of you.
I used to suck on the black and white marble of that coffee table in the lower left.

I know.

2011-06-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

You've Got to Earn your Love Down in this Part of Town

2011-06-13T21:20:00.000-07:00

Dirty pearls and a patch for all the Rivington rebels,
Let's raise hell in the streets.

2011-06-09T16:59:00.000-07:00

Trying to scrub all of the blood out of the side of this dress.

2011-06-08T15:24:00.000-07:00

i don't know how it happened but some how i got to a point with my sexuality that sometimes it feels out of control

the moments, and the boys bodies.

i think im still feeling a little pubescent, a little disconnected from my body (publicly)

deafning lethardy. i want something, but theres nothing to hold on to.

once this guy dropped an entire cherry pie on the bus because he was disabled and trying to give it to me, i was on my way to a philosophy final and it was really cold outside.

the violent evasion attics of men, sometimes i think of of them just want to secretly kill us.

im incurable and nothing else behaves like me.

agitated, abrasive, alienated, brutal, impetent and [i] just wanted out.

i wrapped up the mattress piece in the spring and i still have it.

1516

2011-06-08T01:14:00.000-07:00

Black Velvet, 1972. Wyeth Andrews.

2011-06-06T15:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes all you want...

2011-06-04T00:29:00.001-07:00

"I'm in lust with you."

Burrows.

2011-06-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

I Love You Leah.

2011-06-01T03:10:00.000-07:00

My phone is in a bucket of rice. Hold on.

Holding your keys.

2011-06-01T02:56:00.001-07:00

Mater, Seventeen.

The only photo we have of you young.

2011-06-01T02:20:00.001-07:00

"What's that moving in the addict?"

"You have to Drink your Water Over There."

2011-06-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

She was too drunk.

2011-06-01T02:12:00.000-07:00

2011-05-23T14:56:00.001-07:00

Uh Huh, I just got a wave of myself.
Uh Huh, I just got a taste of myself.

Scent of a...

2011-05-11T15:16:00.000-07:00

Mixing molasses with your smack.

MEAN OLD DADDIE, LONG LOST BROTHER,

2011-04-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

German--Cherokee.

Fuckin' done for.

'SEARCH FOR A CHURCH.'

2011-04-28T20:05:00.000-07:00

Lap thrusts, chapped lips.

Y'all hang me out to dry.
Y'all,
hang me out to dry.
(A victimization vs. a directive.)

'She's got both hands in her pockets, but she won't look at you.
Won't look at you.'

close his hand, hit it down, hittin it down hard on the back of my knee. spill the Tony Chacherees red beans and rice but I'ma get, I mean i, still got the wine glass of strawberry milk.

Boybrowsingdictionary.com, saying
"Nomenclature"
Again and Again.

2011-04-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

Sit in a windowsill, bottle feeding, bodily feeding. She's looking up at me, but passing me, she's not fixed on me at all, despite the lock-eyed contact, at something behind my cheekbones, buried in bone and an indifference she's got in those brittle palms. Dappled by. Dappled by the sun through leaves, through the wired screen, through glass... her pupils dilating back and forth with a sun that can swing. Pulling my hair, then she pulls her earlobe. Eyelids like they're being painted with a silt. Fighting sleep with the plastic nipple in mouth, jerking out of the hypnosis of it, falling into it.
A totality I've never felt. This want. This want. This want to armor a portion of life. To make sure. To make sure.
The indifference and the lack of meaning, a strange satisfaction, knowing it'll be swept.

Even still, I got this feeling like this can be bottled, like she's gonna just live forever. Sweeping right past me.

Not Gonna Need Me Where I'm Going

2011-04-27T15:37:00.000-07:00

Eight months.

You gonna add that your list?

8.

2011-04-05T23:12:00.000-07:00

Pock-marking the small of your back.

I can cut this off. Or cut it out.

Cuffing the cuts on lips.

2011-03-09T19:33:00.000-08:00

Don't stop now.
Don't stop now.

SUBTRACTING.

2011-03-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

2011-02-16T20:52:00.001-08:00

You look like a treasure.

PLAQUE CHORD.

2011-02-12T01:40:00.001-08:00

I can secure your attempt to cut off circulation, this armband.

2011-02-12T01:23:00.000-08:00

I Prefer to Sit on the Floor.

You've never been touched.
"You don't know."

Ivory slats, your press on manicure.

I'll assist.

A
Press-on tourniquet.

Ana Mendieta, 1972

2011-02-09T22:06:00.000-08:00

2011-02-09T22:03:00.000-08:00

Two-Lane Blacktop

2011-02-06T19:45:00.000-08:00

2011-02-05T15:18:00.001-08:00

Rough Thyme.

2011-02-05T14:44:00.000-08:00

All we do is linger.

Find a way that I can tell you.

I don't want to try now.

I hate this part right here.

Slipping through my fingers.

2011-02-02T00:05:00.000-08:00

The Nauseating Hex.

2011-01-26T18:13:00.000-08:00

2011-01-26T09:40:00.001-08:00

Just rolling scalp in sand.

Lactate.

2011-01-26T09:36:00.000-08:00

Ever lactated
before?
Feels like a toothache and a watering cyst. A tug and a dribble.

2011-01-24T15:29:00.000-08:00

2011-01-24T15:15:00.000-08:00

The Parallel

2011-01-22T22:48:00.000-08:00

Of A Marigold.

2011-01-22T19:28:00.000-08:00

Corderito Manso

2011-01-22T18:42:00.000-08:00

"1 Manso Lamb Perfume
1 red pepper
1 Parchment
Sugar
1 Red Candle.
We will open the pepper in the top, removing the seed the "hat", written on parchment 3 times the name of the person in a horizontal direction. Fold the parchment 3 times and enter into the pepper, add 3 tablespoons of sugar, saying, "There is a scroll what you sweeten it is the spirit alive, opinion, thought and will ......." Add 3 tablespoons Manso lamb saying, "There is a scroll with the perfume that calms the spirit alive, opinion, thought and will .......". then proceed to cover the peppers with the side cut" cap " and wrap in foil and place in the "Frieze", the fridge freezer. To complete the ritual will light a red candle or beeswax, we will advance the yoked with a little gentle lamb, the offer to the Parent Spirit saying "I conjure you ..... in the name of Jesus, Mary and Joseph, with this spell, you reconjuro, will come into my hands, as Manso Lamb filled with love and attention to me" "

2011-01-22T17:49:00.001-08:00

Stoned visits to the bank.
.
,
.
,
.

"Ultimo tango a Parigi" [1972]

2011-01-22T15:25:00.000-08:00

"I can't remember very many good things."

PINX

2011-01-21T22:14:00.002-08:00

You're getting Dumber.

2011-01-21T22:14:00.001-08:00

These Windows? Baby We've Smoked 'Em Shut.

2011-01-19T18:59:00.000-08:00

These windows baby I smoked them shut.

The windows? BabyWe'veSmokedThemShut.

"These windows?
Baby,
you've smoked them shut."

FRUIT OF THE WOMB.

2011-01-19T18:57:00.000-08:00

2011-01-19T01:36:00.000-08:00

THE ARTHRITIC LIL TWINK.

2011-01-19T00:07:00.000-08:00

I could hold my shoulders tight in the cement.

Don't

2011-01-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

Don't
Throw
The
Baby
Out
With
The
Bath -
Water.

You got a crooked back like a Hang Nail.

2011-01-18T00:47:00.000-08:00

You gawt a crookid back like a Hang Nail.

You gawt a crooked back like a Hang Nail.

You got a crooked back like a Hang Nail.

You Got a Crooked back like a hang nail.

you got a crooked back like a Hang Nail.

you got a crooked Back like a hang nail.

you got a crooked back Like a hang nail.

You got a Crooked back like a Hang Nail.

Gawt crook back like Hang Nail.

Getting this CROOKED back like a Hang Nail.

Creak like hang nail.

You get this crooked back like a Hang Nail.

You're Gettin A crooked back like a Hang Nail.

You Got a Crooked Back Like a Hang Nail.

'Rorschach.' Folds.

2011-01-18T00:44:00.000-08:00

2011-01-17T22:41:00.001-08:00

Paz De La Huerta flashed her left breast at me tonight.
She showed it to you too.

2011-01-09T18:13:00.000-08:00

Belly up.
Dad's ex lover.

"My father told me this was morse code."

2011-01-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

Dry county.

Flawk.

As. Of. Late.

2010-12-30T19:13:00.000-08:00

2010-12-29T20:19:00.001-08:00

I can't.

2010-12-27T20:46:00.001-08:00

Tituck.

2010-12-27T20:40:00.000-08:00

Matryoshka swallow, goose beak shearing teeth, silver fillings.

VANADIS

2010-12-18T23:35:00.000-08:00

2010-12-15T11:05:00.001-08:00

More of an ailment than an illness.

The Dying Gaul

2010-12-14T18:18:00.000-08:00

Wearing the torc.

Carl De Keyzer, 1968

2010-12-11T23:44:00.000-08:00

'BELGIUM'

HAT HAIR

2010-12-10T14:35:00.000-08:00

Pissing everyday away.

FLEDGLING

2010-12-10T12:34:00.000-08:00

Tinted posture.
A miniature. A miniature.

Christian alley. Lamb up a ladder. Venerated for a lie.

Jenny's in this corner and got skin torn off by a popsicle and it's cherry but got cream inside, she sticks it down onto her lip it gets stuck, caught burn, and pulls the bottom lip down, tore off skin. thats. mealier.
White skin froze onto red ice. Can't tell difference between blood and sicle though.

Sleep found a way into the pit. Churchmouse might die.

Want to tickle fight? Water coming out of the nose in front of a 12" tv, static and, back of wet head pulled onto the bed, a large hand tucking the small skull behind it, licking outside of the mouth. Want to tickle fight?

Chosen, that temperance.

An Entire Song

2010-12-10T12:23:00.000-08:00

This is called the coming of age, coming into town with the giggling faggots, started blizzards and other weird weather patterns, we participate in this shit now that's a hit.
That's a hit.

Yelling all night

2010-11-27T23:14:00.000-08:00

at no one.

2010-11-05T15:56:00.001-07:00

Bleeding juveniles.

2010-11-01T15:26:00.001-07:00

Die in vain.
Dye in vein.

2010-10-31T16:49:00.001-07:00

Warming artery.
Sleeping jaw.

2010-10-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

And from the sky come the lord and the lightning.

2010-10-27T14:23:00.000-07:00

MUSKPERFUMED.

2010-10-26T13:52:00.000-07:00

A balm, sheathed in mauve
Protecterant, ridges that turn to an ash.
After that smear.

"I saw half of God's face, the other half was yours."
It is through the disease that we find God."

Royal and cerulean blue.

"God is still under the porch where the dog died."

2010-10-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

2010-10-06T23:34:00.000-07:00

HONEY IN A TRASHBAG.

2010-10-03T12:23:00.000-07:00

A rival steeple.

Wifebeaters and tea.

2010-09-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

2010-09-25T19:51:00.001-07:00

B A R E

2010-09-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

Losing my.

2010-09-24T01:10:00.001-07:00

Your whole body is this callus.

2010-09-17T14:21:00.001-07:00

Kept everyone away.

2010-09-03T01:14:00.001-07:00

C O T T O N

M O U T H E D

2010-08-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

2010-08-22T13:45:00.000-07:00